I don't like looking at myself in the mirror.
The person who looks back at me is not familiar to me. He seems far away, far away, not like the person who is inside me.
And along with it - "how do I look". I don't have to look at myself, so in a way I don't care what I look like. I just needed to buy a new pair of glasses, as my previous ones were becoming more and more difficult to see and were held together with tape, and the lenses were constantly falling out. But I didn't have to look at myself, so I didn't worry about it, as it was unpleasant for others to see me. I didn't see myself.