Well, the last few months have been pretty tough, October was competitive, I slept with my dad when he was struggling with something like dementia, because of covid the business was pretty tough, in February my dad passed away.
Well, in the end, I coped with all this and calmly treated all this, and did not feel pathetic, because "life is what it is," and continued to move forward for the sake of my son.
well, the thing is, I don't feel depressed, but of course I think about my old man from time to time, just like you, but going to the gym is a problem, and I don't want to lift anything and drink too much.
So just find out if anyone has been through this, if it's okay in the end and if you need to see a psychologist.
I have been disconnected since October and even felt that it could be my test level below 0.
I know I shouldn't be asking this stupid question, but I honestly think I might need some help.